Heart's Lament

Heart’s Lament

I love you, you know I do

Something tells me I will despite of what we do.

We have a twisted cycle, a crime of passion you can call it,

Each time we fight it, we do more to cause it.

I don’t know how to change it, and I’m not sure I want to,

Cause if changing it means losing you, it’s not something I’m prepared to do.

For some strange reason you make me feel alive,

I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or the reason I die inside.

I know it’s the same no matter how we play it out,

But how long I can do it is, something I’m starting to doubt.

I want you to listen to your heart, even if it’s not me

You have given meaning to my life and I just want you to be truly happy.

MAH

I know

I know

I don’t wanna fall in love with you again

But I’m afraid I’m already there

I can’t seem to say what I wanna say

Even though you’re standing right there

I’m scared I’m going to lose you

Or that things will always be this way

I want more then the pleasure of the flesh,

you gave me that taste and now I want the rest

I like the real you

The bad jokes, the self-conscious the brilliant.

All of this pile up is what makes us so resilient

I trust you with my life and maybe that makes me a fool

But all and all I know that it’s true

The guilt is what is getting to me

And inside I know what that means

You’re more then what meets the eye my friend

You mean the world to me

MAH