My Darling My Angel

My Darling My Angel

I have been dreaming of you for as long as I can remember

Knowing a for a while I might not be able to have you

Been working on a song for years

Goes a little like baby my sweet baby

A part of me prays and the other just knows

I am meant to have you

But only lord knows

Sometimes cry and the rest I just accept

But it’s you my heart longs for

I know if I try I might lose you

And that would hurt me so

I fear in silence and pray there too

I just want more than anything to get to see you

I have dreamed of your of your face

And more of your soft touch

But it’s your smile that does so much

If I could have anything

It would be you

My darling my angel

I can’t wait to finally meet you.

MAH

Punishment and the Prize

Punishment and the Prize

Hey baby I’m afraid of losing you

Maybe it’s just history but it always seems like the thing we do

I fuck it up or you do but we always seem to

It’s all so new this time

Or it’s suppose to be

We got to get use to the concept of you without me.

I wanna be ok with it but it burns me inside when I try

I want you to be happy but I’m not gonna lie

A part of me will always be in love with you and struggle to say goodbye

Sometimes getting to keep you in any way is the punishment and sometimes the prize

The truth of it is hidden in my eyes

Nicely placed three behind my It’s ok disguise

MAH