Speechless, (finally)

Speechless, (finally)




Now is the time I wish I has the word to thank you.
God it's been amazing
Just completely unreal
There aren't even words for the way I feel right now,
It's like a fairy tale
I finally get my chance to be the princess and not the maid
I have never heard such words there so like a dream to me
I don't know how to talk or stand
I just fly away
God there is something that I really need to thank you for
I wish I knew how to put it but I can't find those words either
I just can't talk
My heart has reached that level of fullness that no matter what happens I'm still happy
There is nothing I could do that could show my appreciation for all this.
There is this thing that is totally new to me and well it's all so amazing
I don't know what to say or how to ask but I do know that it's so real
I have never felt so special and loved and needed all in one day
It's so wonderful, so totally awesomely unreal,
This can't be real it's too wonderful it has to be a dream
The only think is though I know it's not
It has to be real cause there is this weeking that makes it all so so
Here we go again, I can't find the words
There aren't even songs that I can find that have this feeling in them
It's sooooooooo incredibly wonderful
God why do I get to be apart of this wonder, am I really that important
Have I really paid my dues and got my chance to be so happy
It has to be a dream but in a dream I could find the words to say what I need to
How do I say these thing and makes them show how I feel
I really wish they would come to me so I can say all the things in my heart
I know they're there but I don't know how to makes them come to my lips
God how do I say thank you and tell him I love him in better words?
Where are these words?


MAH


Authors note:
This poem is about Derrick Manley. It tells about after all the people I've met he was the one who swept my off my feet and made me speechless.
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