Only in dreams

Only in dreams


Don't tell me I'm special
Cause I'm not
Don't tell me I'm worth it
Cause I'm not
I'm not beautiful
So don't say that either
Don't tell me you miss me
Cause you don't
Don't tell me were gonna get back together
Cause your being all talk
Stop saying you love me
Cause it hurts
I want it to be how it was
But it probably won't
I long to be in your arms
But it's only in dreams that I am
I almost believed that you thought I was beautiful
But then you stopped saying it
I thanked god that someone finally needed me like I needed them
But then you said that you need to work things out and you needed me not to be there
I gave all of my heart in hopes to get all of yours
But even you left me
I wanna say everything to you
But I can't
I want to be your everything
But now I'm your nothing
I know I have to be strong
But it's so hard
I have never wanted to hurt you
But I don't know whether you want me to let you go
I'm so confused and hurting so bad
But there is nothing I can do
All this waiting it driving me nuts
Cause all I want to do I be there and show you I love you
Those words, those 3 little words they're everything to me
Cause who would have thought you're everything to me.


MAH

Author's Note:
This was also written about Me and Derrick's break up.
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