No Tomorrow
No Tomorrow
The phone rang and I skipped to answer it. With a cheerful helloooo I answer the phone. I hear an upset voice after listening for a few minutes. I drop and fall to my knees. Crying and breathing deeply. I can’t figure out what I am thinking. All I hear in my head is why? Gasping for air I stay on the floor. Mascara running and blood shot eyes. They ask me what’s wrong and I fall again. There words can’t make it go away. I don’t have enough strength to hold the tissue to wipe my nose. All I can say is “Why oh got why?” With no tears left I lay there in a gaze with no thoughts, no feelings. I hear the phone ring countless times and the answering machine with “Are you ok? Call me. Please call me I need you.” I can’t say anything. I can’t ea. No food for days, no sleep. There is nothing I can do. There is no thought except why. After so many hours it’s late or early whatever way it’s thought. I give up. I raise me hands to the lord “god I give up”. I reach for the razor and slash my wrists. Here my angle you left me and as I told you I can’t live with out you. I hope this is an end quickly and that we are together soon. I told you that if you went so did i. I told you I would never live to see the next day so let me die quickly so I don’t. I raise me hands “ I’m sorry”. Those my last words I fall to the floor and finally I leave this world. Cold and lifeless their lay my body but It doesn’t matter because I’m with my angel.
MAH
The phone rang and I skipped to answer it. With a cheerful helloooo I answer the phone. I hear an upset voice after listening for a few minutes. I drop and fall to my knees. Crying and breathing deeply. I can’t figure out what I am thinking. All I hear in my head is why? Gasping for air I stay on the floor. Mascara running and blood shot eyes. They ask me what’s wrong and I fall again. There words can’t make it go away. I don’t have enough strength to hold the tissue to wipe my nose. All I can say is “Why oh got why?” With no tears left I lay there in a gaze with no thoughts, no feelings. I hear the phone ring countless times and the answering machine with “Are you ok? Call me. Please call me I need you.” I can’t say anything. I can’t ea. No food for days, no sleep. There is nothing I can do. There is no thought except why. After so many hours it’s late or early whatever way it’s thought. I give up. I raise me hands to the lord “god I give up”. I reach for the razor and slash my wrists. Here my angle you left me and as I told you I can’t live with out you. I hope this is an end quickly and that we are together soon. I told you that if you went so did i. I told you I would never live to see the next day so let me die quickly so I don’t. I raise me hands “ I’m sorry”. Those my last words I fall to the floor and finally I leave this world. Cold and lifeless their lay my body but It doesn’t matter because I’m with my angel.
MAH
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