I knew it was coming

I knew it was coming
6-30-01

That night changed me. We were at your house nothing out of the ordinary. It was really no different that any other but the ending of this normal story was different. I’m always known we were close but this changed it. I’ve guess I’ve always seen it coming well never really minded the thought. I guess I never really thought I would be now though. It was always there but never talked about. Well tonight brought it to life though. We were doing our normal good-byes. Little different cause you were just recently home again and I missed you. So you picked me up and hugged me and I wrapped my legs around you and we looked at each other and then it happened. It finally happened we kissed. She saw us and it happened. I don’t know who kissed who but well we kissed. Then we played it off like nothing ever happened. But It did, I know it did. I felt it change things. I didn’t mind it and I don’t regret it but will you remember? I’ve always known I’ve loved you but is it in a different way now. Now it’s changed were changed. I’m not surprised but I can say I knew it was coming.

MAH