2-1-01

2-1-01


I've never been so confused in my life

It's so hard to pretend that I'm ok

Things just aren't right and I want so badly for them to be

I put on that smile and say "oh I'll be fine" even though I don't know when that will happen

Tomorrow is a new day; I'll just have to think of it that way

It's so hard though

I don't know if tomorrow will bring me happiness or if anything any time soon will

I'll just wait and see and if it's too long I don't know were I'll be

Just don't think you'll come back and that's what's killing me

I think you say your good bye and that was your way out

And to keep from totally killing me you said wait and we'll see

I just don't know what to do I'm just so con-fused

MAH

Author's Note:
Feburary 1st was the day me and Derrick broke up. It was a bad day to say the least.